1) How do you find life?

So how do i find life? 17 years i live in earth, a lot of up and downs i have been facing. A lot of things i have observed . And a lot of learning points . I was hospitalized when i was 7 years old, primary one. About 5-6 months? About two operation i have gone through. And i had been warded in A1 class. Is a ward that only had one patient. I still remember my mum accompany me. Dad is working, my bro serving NS, my 1st elder sis is gone and third sis still in sec schools. At that point of time, Singapore is having SARS. Only two visitor is allowed. I can still remember seeing my sis crying while me laying with a lot of tubes or wire is going through, With my oxygen mask. I will always say to my mom "Orang da nak mati mak , orang nak mati" means i want to die. I just cant take the suffer and at that point i nearly give up. But then God give me life again. My bill cost around $20+++ . Thank to God i recovered :). My primary school life is not that great. I am a shy person. People around me don't want to friend with me. And yeah i get bullied. 5 years in that school i'm glad that its over. In sec school that is where i try to be more social and communicate  with people and that i found that school is FUN. But yeah shits happen. Okay guess it enough for my past. I'm glad everything has over. Yes i do regrets with my own self. But what for? Everything had happen.No use we think about it again , life needs to move on. I am not a positive person but i'm trying to be. But to be honest i am a kind of person who over think. Think too much and imagine that would  not happen. Actually life is interesting with challenges , because you will learn. Its better to make a mistakes or regrets at least it make you become a better person. No matter bullshit people give you in life , be patience. Don't let the bullshit to control you and make you a worst person. From my opinion , the key of life is to be yourself, learn , be strong and happy , respect people and lastly love all the people, nature , God and yourself :)